I have tried over and over to build a life for myself, but I am making a mess of it. I am getting in my own way of happiness. I don’t understand why I have so much of a problem letting go and laying my problems at your feet Lord, but I am asking for your help. I feel completely lost in my life. What direction would you like me to take? I am asking for your forgiveness of me in not surrendering and asking for your guidance Lord and your will for me? Please help me to surrender and to lean on you for strength to get back on track. In Jesus name I pray.